I burn, I churn, I stop and close my eyes,
I start again but it doesn’t go away.
I look around and the world is different,
I am at the other end of the wall.
The turmoil inside takes over,
I want to have a bubble around me.
I want to let this fire out of me,
I don’t hate anyone, I don’t want any harm
It’s just the feeling that is making me sick
I want to throw it up
It is burning me constantly and soaking my hope
The world is not yet over but it’s eating me alive
I want to run, I want to shout, I want to climb the highest building and hide there
I want to close myself from the world and sleep
Sleep and rest my soul for a while
I want to swim, deep in the water
I want to get rid of this fire and live again
Live a life of pure affection, live a dream of hope and passion