Chaos is how I will describe my life,
No time to rest, no time to step back and reflect.
Just the daily activities that I am involved in as a robot,
From the moment I get up and go to work till I am lying in bed to get some sleep.
I try hard to fight with the system and get out of it,
Every now and then and go for a retreat.
But its hard at times – it’s hard changing your life,
Specially when you are so busy doing the same thing over and over again.
Yes, it does make me think of my situation,
What can I do to make the most of my day,
So I do catch up with my friends and try to attend something,
I try to write to keep my creative edge alive since I have started.
Still I want to make a living doing something worthwhile in life,
Not that what I am doing now doesn’t make a difference as it does.
But other than keeping my analytical brain at work,
It does not give the sense of satisfaction in life irrespective of the money it generates.
Why in the first place we devised such system called – work for living,
I know, because that is a smooth way of running the world without chaos.
And here I am in the midst of this so called perfect system,
Finding this life more chaotic than it can ever be.